"You act different in person"
Bitch I was nervous
These are the thoughts that flood my mind when I think of you:
I messed up when I left you.
You messed up for not fighting for me.
I want you. I don’t need you. I can’t stop my lust for you.
The effort I put into you are never reciprocated.
I feel like you don’t appreciate me. I feel like you’re playing me. I feel like you’re trying to get back at me for leaving you.
I feel like you’re fighting me, fighting your heart, fighting your mind.
What are these feelings I have for you? Is this the love I think I deserve? Do I deserve better? Do you deserve me?
I miss you but I fucking hate you.
love someone i can’t have
My life right now.